Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Goodbye...For Now...

There were so many things left unsaid & so many things that couldn't be said because I was afraid it'd make you more angry. My true feelings were never expressed either because I never got to explain how I felt or what I was thinking because everything was through text and I couldn't tell you what was on my mind & our friendship just ended so fast after a couple text messages back & forth. I guess I'm just going to give you some space and leave you alone because I honestly don't know what else to say and what to do. I still feel like I am not in the wrong but you think I am, so I guess I will accept that. I just hope one day you'll come around or realize that I AM a good friend, but if I never was, then okay. Guess it's just time to move on or cool off. Time can only tell.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

YAAAAYY!!

I am no longer on the waitlist for my Office Managment class! I am enrolled into the class now! No more waiting! I just need to wait until Financial Aid covers for my tuition! Hip hip, horraayyy! I can't wait for school! I miss it so much! I am going to focus & study super hard!!

God Bless Me

Today, I went grocery shopping after work and while I was waiting in line, I noticed the cashier kept yawning. So finally, when she rang me up, which was only an $8 purchase, I gave her $10 and she thought I gave her $100 instead. So she almost gave me $92 back until I stopped her and corrected her and said that I didn't give her $100 & refused to take the $92 until she checked her register to make sure she still had the $10. Turns out, she was holding the $10 in her hand still & said, God Bless Me, & gave me the correct amount of change back, which was $2.

In this situation, most people would shut up and take the money and go. But I didn't. Yeah, having more money than I already have would be nice, but thats so wrong. I did a good deed and I am happy. What can I say, I AM an Angel - A. (;

Monday, June 20, 2011

Split Ends

I just realized that I have A LOT of split ends, but I'm not trying to cut my hair because I want to grow it super long for the summertime. *Sigh.

Finally...

A picture of how I do my wing eyeliner for you to actually see.
Don't mind me, I just got off work. AHA.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Learning NOT to Expect Too Much

So, as you all know. Today is Father's Day. Today I didn't really have much planned, besides visit my Father's Grave. I was CLUELESS on what to do for my Stepdad, but I finally thought of something this morning...so I called Vincent and asked if he wanted to visit my Dad's grave today and maybe have afternoon dinner with Richard today when he gets off work & all he did was ignore my question & then say, "Good Luck.........." So I just assumed, sure he will go because his family celebrated Father's Day early yesterday because his sister, Sonia is spending time with her father-in-law instead today on the day of Father's Day, but no...I called Vincent when I was at Boeing dropping my mom off at work & asked if Vincent wanted me to pick him up since I'm so close to his house & he's like why would you? & he's like, you shouldn't expect that I will go with you because I am with MY family right now and I never agreed to going with you. What an ass!! I swear, I'm never going to spend time with his family ever again! If Vincent can't do shit for my family, why should I bother to show up or make an appearance at his family gatherings? It's not fair!

Friday, June 17, 2011

Love of my Life

Through our good times & our bad, he will ALWAYS be my number one love.

My Future Room

Hello Kitty all the wayy! (:
"People say you don't know what you've got until its gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought you'd never lose it."

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

FAST 5

*DROOL. I still can't get over this movie! I'm listening to songs from the movie & all I have on my face is a HUGE smile. haha. So many sexy guys in one place. All muscular and buff. Holy shit. Watching this movie was orgasmic! LMAO.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

The Secret Life of the American Teenager...

is getting SO freaking intense & touching, oh my!

Exhausted

So exhausted from a long day. I love bonding with my family though. I feel SUPER close to my Mom's side of the family, even though we don't see each other much at all when we freaking only live 10 - 15 minutes away from each other. Yep, I know. Hella bad at keeping in touch & visiting family. Other than that, I'm on that 9 - 5 grind all this week, except for Friday, I work 1 - 9. Whaaa. Everyone is quitting and leaving Sears. I close and work with the SAME 3 people now. We're hiring new people, but I'm losing my patience training them and teaching them. I just wish we had the old Sears Crew back. I miss my old co-workers. It's not fun without them & it makes me want to quit knowing that everyone is either thinking of switching job positions to a different department OR quitting. Makes me sad at work. :(

Monday, June 6, 2011

Fuckin` Boys

So today, a customer was wandering our store. I thought he was with his Mom because he kept standing by the line, walking back and forth. It was pretty busy, so I was whatever about it. Then when the line stopped getting busy, I shouted that I needed to go to the bathroom to wash my hands because I just exchanged a whole bunch of used & dirty Craftsman Tools. So when I got out of the bathroom, the same guy started wandering & standing by the Kids Department, which has been closed all day and empty. So to be a good associate, I asked him if he was finding everything alright & if he needed help with anything. Then, he hesitated & said, "Why yes, there is something I've been meaning to ask, but I was too shy to..." & He kept hesitating and was pausing a lot...so I was like uh huh...............& Then, he finally said, " I've been wanting to ask if you would like to go on a date with me?" & I was like, hey, thats not a Sears question! LOL. & Then I was like, that was really sweet and nice of you to ask me, BUT I have a boyfriend. I'm sorry. & Then, he's like "Damn!" & Then I was like sorry again and then I walked back to the Tools Department where I worked today & he left, I guess. I then decided to facebook status, "Just got asked out by a Sears customer, but I turned him down, sad!" I see nothing personal or wrong or anything about this status. Buuuut, Vincent had a BITCH FIT about it. He's like whats there to be sad about........................? & I was like, because I totally rejected him. When I said sad in this status, I meant sad for HIM, not me. Its because I hate saying no or turning down people or hurting them. Then, Vincent decided to blow up my phone and go crazy on me and he gave me a long ass lecture and rant about it. I seriously don't want to talk to him at all anymore. It's my life. I can share things with people and say whatever. But no, he thinks its the STUPIDEST thing a person can do and assumes I'm implying something & want attention. I think he's just being anal. I see nothing wrong with the status, but whatever. I am starting to get sick of Vincent. His attitude. Him controlling me. Him being so damn uptight. Just STFU & leave me alone!

I seriously don't understand why we can't be happy or a normal couple? He always has to bitch about every single little thing I do. He should be thankful he even has me. I do so much shit for him when he's a good for nothing. I just want to be with someone else and be happy and do cute things with. Vincent is just too damn over-protective and strict. Can't do shit & he's always a grouchy motherfuck. After he yelled at me on my lunch and lectured me, it totally ruined my whole day. I was hurt, mad, irritated, and wanted nothing to do with him. He even fucking deactivated his facebook because he said he doesn't want to read or see any of my statuses anymore.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Boys are full of disappointment

So...we had a double date @ 5:30 at Applebees today and I offered to pick up my boyfriend at his house since I got off work at 5 AND because he doesn't have his own car AND because I didn't want all of us to drive 4 separate cars to hang out AND because it usually takes me only 15 minutes to get to his house...so while on my way to his house, I was stuck in fuckin` 5 `o clock rush hour traffic! Then, I was just pissed after that because he couldn't meet me up or inform me that he could drive on his own or that there would be traffic. All he said was, "Oh, well you offered to pick me up...not my fault. & We're only 10 minutes late to dinner." Not only that, but I texted him that we're going to have dinner & watch a movie tonight & he replied, "Stinker." Which MEANS he read it and that is why he responded, then I called him on my break to confirm & he's like WHAT THE HELL! You didn't tell me about no movie! I have plans after the dinner, I have a ride-a-long @ 9pm tonight. Like wtf?! You made plans on the night I planned to double date with our friends, he could've waited it out...So we just went to Target to get medicine for Ryan and after that, Vincent took my car to drive it home and get ready for work. & I just went with Ryan & Ngoc in his car to go watch Fast 5. Overall, my night was fun. I enjoyed the movie, although I did feel like a third wheel. But I didn't care because I was so focused on the movie & it was their second time watching Fast 5, so it was whatever to them. After the movie, Ryan dropped me off at Vincent's house so I can pick up my car and guess what...MY FUCKING TEMPERATURE KNOB ON MY CAR IS BROKEN! It won't turn! I can't change the number of how high or low I want my temperature to blow. Therefore, I couldn't even fucking defrost my windshield in the foggy, pouring rain! I had to take the knob off & use my hands to turn the fucking knob! Like WTF, you good for nothing piece of shit!! I swear, EVERY fucking time I let him drive my car or use it, he does nothing good. He just breaks things or things just MAGICALLY fucking stop working after he drives in it! It PISSES me off like FUCK! My car is precious to me! Do you put gas in it? NO. Do you change the oil and fix my maintenance? NO. GAAAHH DAAMNNN! You good for nothing. Such a fucking disappointment, so he better fix the damn thing. I sweaaaarr.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

My 21st Theme Song

LOL. When I turn 21, this will be my song for the night! haha.

Hot Pink French Tip

Saw a girl at Pochi's today that did her nails like this & damn, I'm about to find a nail polish this color and do the same thing! LOL.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

My Brand New Phone!

My new Android phone! Sprint LG Optimus Black Touchscreen with a purple phone case! <3 Vincent's bro-in-law upgraded our phones today & got the company brand new phones for free pretty much! How awesome! I'm so happy. It's just the touchscreen I hate. I am so damn slow at texting on a touchscreen. I hope one day I will get used to it. Just when I started liking the blackberry and getting familiar with the keyboard, we ended up getting new phones. Damn. haha. But I ain't complaining!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Daaamnn...

This girl can flow and rap to this whole song! Holy crap! Damnnn.

Thursday, May 12, 2011

"A woman can be with any man in the world she wants to be with, but yet, she chooses you. Please don't take her for granted."

Bills, Bills, Bills


The song explains it all...

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

I wouldn't mind a cup of coffee in a Hello Kitty cup while studying...
I'm still looking for my own coffee mug to use at home.
I want a necklace like this!

Horoscope

This is hella true! Boyfriend is a Sagittarius & I'm a Leo.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.



LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo’s problem becomes everyone’s problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

Flashback

Angela & Vincent
NguyenLam
o816o7 @ 11:22am

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Late Night Cravings...

I have this problem...whenever I see someone post something about food, I END UP CRAVING IT OR WANTING IT! Ugh. I just hate that feeling. Does that mean I'm fat? Selfish? Greedy? I don't know...maybe I am just hungrrraayy. haha.

Monday, May 2, 2011

Glee

Been watching this A LOT lately with babe. I think I'm addicted to this show now.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Shopping

I ended up buying the Hello Kitty Pajamas today, GUILTY. I spent about $15 on it & then $5 on McD's. So much for saving money. Oh well, PAY DAY is this Fridaaayy! Yaayy! & I asked to work more, anytime, anyday & all they scheduled me is to work today & Monday. The hell? So much for picking up more hours.

Saturday, April 30, 2011

HELLO KITTY!

http://www.sears.com/shc/s/p_10153_12605_038VA7313801P?prdNo=3&blockNo=3&blockType=G3

Oh my gaaahh! I saw this today at work & OH MY GOSH! I want it so damn bad! It's so cuutee! A V-Cut Tee & Legging Capri Pajamas! OMG, OMG!! It's originally $40, but on sale for $24 right now... & tomorrow is Friends & Family Night, which means an extra 20% on TOP of my Associate Discount! Ahhh! I want it so baaaadd! :( I'm trying to save money, but I am tempted to buy it first thing tomorrow...I always bought my Hello Kitty pajamas at Ross & they were $12 for a 2-piece set. I hate how Sears is more pricier, but I'm thinking of stopping by Ross tomorrow to see if they have anything Hello Kitty in the pajamas section, or else I'm just going to buy this at Sears! Oh so CUTE!! Ah man, I am such a Hello Kitty freak. I know its just a pajama to wear to sleep, but damn, why does it gotta be so cute! Ugh! It even makes my butt look a little bigger because its tight. haha.

I Love My Boyfriend's Mom!

I haven't seen my boyfriend or his family since Easter Sunday & yesterday when I came over, his Mom looked at me ONCE & noticed my face was a bit swollen from my acne medicine drying up my skin & then she noticed my neck rash & RIGHT AWAY she offered to give me a prescription cream she has that is worth $100 that helped her with her rash. So she let me use the cream & let me keep it, then she called the pharmacy to order a new one for herself. I used the cream twice throughout the day & now today, the rash is starting to go away, it's like close to being GONE! No redness left besides a little small one by my neck bone. OH MAN, I love Vincent's Mom! My rash went away within A DAY! Thanks to her. <3 I'm so lucky to have a good connection with Vincent's Mom.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Natural Beauty, Skin Deep

I never appreciated my natural beauty UNTIL I started breaking out & realizing OH SHIT, I need to do something about this. Or UNTIL I started getting rashes all over my neck. Like what the hell, I'm not even stressing over school or work or anything, but my skin is going CRAZY! It may be that I'm staying up late, but then again, I've been staying home and sleeping a little after 1 or 2am, but sleeping in HELLA. I don't know whats going on! I went to the dermatologist for my acne problems & he gave me pills & 2 creams, but a day or two after seeing him, I ended up getting a rash all over my neck! Like wtf?! Makes me want to cry. Looking at my old pictures on photobucket, I see all these pictures of me with no make-up on and with clear skin, I want that back. I miss it. I swear, when my acne & rash goes away, I'm going to treat my skin WAY better & always keep it clean.

"Finding each other is the beginning, Staying together is the process, Working together is the success"

Yum, Paradise!

Damn, where can I get these?! Boyfriend let me try some Sun Tropics Mango Nectar at his house a week ago & it was DELISH! Too bad he let me have the LAST sip & there was no more left after that, jerk. I looked up online that I can only find these at 99 Ranch Stores, must be expensive then, but so GOOD! I drank these in Hawaii & Oh my, they were to die for!!

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Strangers, Again

I think my boyfriend & I are getting TOO comfortable with each other. Seeing each other EVERYDAY & doing the SAME thing. It gets boring, so we're taking some time off away from each other & giving each other a little separation. I still love him to DEATH, but I'm just getting tired and bored of the relationship. We need to switch thangs up & do something different. We're not heading downhill or trying to break up, its just, I'm getting tired of things.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Nails, Nails, Nails

I seriously want to try Sally Hansen's Salon Effects! They look so nice & easy to use! I'm debating between these two designs. I think I like the zebra print more, but the other one has flower designs on it & it's pretty too...Ugh. Or I was thinking of investing a variety of nail polish colors and ATTEMPT to learn how to design things on my nails...but that seems so challenging to me for some reason.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Time for a Change!

I seriously need some excitement in my life. I'm tired of doing the same old thing everyday. Time for a change & for some fun. No more daily routines & wasting my days away. If you can't show me a good time, then I'll show myself a good time. I'm seriously getting bored & tired of routines. I need someone to step up & show me I'm worth something & to actually do something for me for once. I'm tired of it all. I'm growing broke, car is running out of gas & no one fills it up, besides myself, yet I'm relying on my parent's money & they're giving me a hard time about it & my mileage is going up, which means I'm going to need an oil change pretty darn soon. Plus, I'm a girl who likes to keep my precious car clean, but who ends up washing it & vacuuming it? Me, myself & I. Why is it that I'M losing something, while others are benefiting? It ain't right. I don't want to end up with someone who is a good for nothing, ya feel me? Parents are bitching, yet you know they're always right...it's so obvious NO ONE is really here for me to help me out. I'm just being used & taken advantage of. Or shall I say, I'm being TAKEN for granted. That sounds more like it. Well, no more nice girl, Angela anymore. I AM SICK OF IT ALL.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

GET ME OUT OF HERE!

Ugh! I fuckin` HATE living in my own damn home. I want to FUCKIN` move out. Can't stand the people living here. Can't stand having a fucking little sister. KDJKDJKGFG. Frustrated! Fuckin` go somewhere else you belong because obviously, you shouldn't have NEVER been here!!!



I seriously need to get out of this damn house. There is NEVER a damn day I can stay at home unless I have things to do that requires me to be at home, such as, clean my room, vacuum my room, do laundry. BUT since all that is done. I have nothing to do besides find out things that my little sister has been taking from me & hiding. FML! I HATE living here.

Wise Words From My Brother

I never told Vincent and you this, but I'm happy he's given you the opportunity to experience the better things in life.

Taking you to Vegas, California, etc.  And to tell you the truth, there are times I'm disappointed in myself because I feel like I, as your older brother, should have given you this opportunity.  You're my sister.   All the nice things I have, you should have.


So I'm not saying you shouldn't be with Vincent.  I'm happy for your guys' relationship, and how much it has blossomed.  What I'm saying is to hold off on the marriage thing, and go out there and live life.  


Learn.  Experience.  Grow.  Develop and improve yourself. 

I guess I shouldn't make it a goal to get married by the age of 21. Brother says not to rush & to experience & live life first. Also, get a stable career. He doesn't think getting married at a young age is a good idea.

ADVENTURE DAY!

Yesterday was a lot of fun. It was good seeing Annie & Jason again. They're cute together. haha. I'm tired of seeing couples fight. ANYWAYS, every moment of yesterday was a laughter. From the moment we got to Seattle, JUST to find out Pike Place Market just closed, to us walking around & unfortunately, ME not being able to find anything good & me not trying to spend money on things I don't need. SADLY, I saw a pretty white dress at Ross & my future flashed before my eyes. I pictured Vincent & I taking our Engagement Pictures with me in that dress like all those NewlyWed Couples. Ah, it was a bummer. But I'll find a dress when the times comes. No rush. Then after we shopped, we walked all around downtown to find Crab Pot, BUT we kept going the wrong directions. Oh, not only that, we also ATTEMPTED to find Nordstrom Rack on GPS & we were lost finding it, but turns out, it was on the way towards Crab Pot. haha. By the end of the night, we ended up walking back to our car & then Jason & Annie forgot where they parked. LOL. Seriously, it was a laughter yesterday. It was an adventure.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Its a Small World, Afterall

Guess who works with me now at Sears?! The girl from my past who tried to fight with me in Middle School all because of a stupid rumor & because she was jealous of me...Yikes! It was a slow day in Kids today so I greeted every customer. Turns out the one person I said hi to was HER! 

I smiled & was like, hello! 
& Then she looked twice back at me & said, Do I know you?! 
& Inside of me, I was like Oh my gosh...& So I was like you're Isioma right? 
& She's like, Yeah! 
& I was like, & you went to Sequoia Middle School right... 
& She's like, Yeah, Oh my gosh... 
&Then I was like, yeah, we had a bad past...
& She's like, Yeah, We were jealous of each other or something like that, but that was a long time ago
& I was like, yeah..........

Throughout the day, we ended up talking to each other more. Turns out, we moved North about the same time. She moved right after 8th Grade when we had drama. & I moved in the beginning of Freshman Year. How weird...& She also has a boyfriend of almost 4 years, like me...even more weird. I really don't know how I feel about this. But its nice to know that my bad past is now a little better, we're cool with each other & over the drama. I guess thats what happens when people grow up & become more mature adults.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Hello Kitty Card

I HELLA want a Bank of America Hello Kitty card! Yes, just for a damn card, I want to switch banks for it. What the hell. LOL! I want a Debit & Credit Card from Bank of America! Hopefully, I get approved for a Credit Card with a low credit limit! I'm still considering either getting a Student Checking Account...or anything else that they offer that is similar to my card with US Bank. Who knows?! I'm still figuring out if this is a good decision to switch banks for. Damn you, Hello Kitty.

Dannie Riel

Awh damn, she's hella BOMB! I'd trade places with her anyday! She's flawless.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Today was a GOOD day!

So...today, I woke up at 8am & got a phone call from Vincent's Aunt telling me to come in for an interview @ 12. So I took a shower, went for a quick drive to McD's to get some breakfast 'cause I was craving, then I went back home to get ready. I made it to the interview exactly at 12 & talked to Vincent's Aunt & then I had an interview with the Doctor. Turns out, he says he'll keep me for like 60 - 90 days to see how well I do & if I can handle working under pressure. I ended up staying at the Doctor's office until 4pm to get trained & observe how the Medical Receptionist works. It was pretty overwhelming overall, but I think I'll get the hang of it. Seems like Vincent's Aunt likes me, so I'll probably get the job in the meantime. I just need to figure out what the Doctor thinks about how I did today & find out when I'll start working again. I get so nervous talking on the phone & working on the computers, but I'll catch on eventually. I also need to work on my Vietnamese & speak it more often!! Other than that, today was a good day, but I think I'm going broke again... :(

Thursday, April 14, 2011

When I turn 21...

I want to try ALL of these dranks. HAHAHA! Jello shots, Smirnoff, 4 Loko Energy/Alcohol Drink & Nuvo! I can't waaaaiitt! Flavored Alcohol Drinks are YUM!

GOOD QUOTES

"If you believe you can achieve, you will succeed"


"Giving up is NEVER an option, striving is"

True Love

I gotta admit, not many couples are as lucky as us to stay together & be this strong. I see so many couples breaking up right now, fighting constantly & having problems. But us, no, none of that. We grown way past that phase & we're getting along so much better. I thank you for being in MY life & for choosing ME.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Dream Car

Still & Always will be my Dream Car. Even though, its discontinued...
Acura RSX ftw! <3

Currently Craving...

Avocado Bubble Tea w/ Chocolate! Haven't had Avocado smoothie in so long & I heard its good for you. Well, Avocados in general are good for you. & SOMEONE had to post a picture of their bubbletea on facebook, so now I'm CRAVING....ugh. Don't you just HATE that feeling? Yikes.

R.I.P Junethea Crystal Centeno

What a beautiful girl she is. Even though I may not personally know her, my prayers go out to all her family & friends. She just turned 18 years old not too long ago & God had to take her away from this Earth. It is so heartbreaking & sad! She died from a car accident going 70 - 75mph at 2:51am Tuesday morning. California's speed limit is different from Washington's, but its been assumed that she might have fell asleep while driving & ended up crashing into a barrier. How sad is that?! No wonder my Mom fears for her life when she knows I come home hella late at night. Something can happen to me unexpected. I pray for this girl & her family, friends & especially, her boyfriend. She has such a cute, loving boyfriend. I watched their youtube videos together & they seem so happy together. Who wouldn't want a girl like her? She's so cheerful, enthusiastic, and outgoing. I wouldn't know what I would do without the love of my life. I don't think I could ever move on or love another. People say, her boyfriend was the FIRST to arrive at the car crash scene & after that, he went missing. I bet he's crushed. Poor guy. I feel so sorry for him. In the end, never take anything for granted & appreciate everything in life. <3

Monday, April 11, 2011

No Luck, No Luck At All...

This SUCKS. I'm having no luck at all finding a job. If I want to work in an office setting, they need me to work there full-time & PERMANENTLY. I can't just work for 5 months & then go part-time because they are in need. Freaking sucks. Plus, I hate sitting around doing nothing. Not going to school AND not making any money BLOWS. My last option is to gain more hours at Sears, but then again...they are giving us crappy hours anyways & the people who get the most hours are the ones who are making credit. Ugh. I'm sad. I'm doing nothing with my life right now...Not good. I'm wasting my days away doing absolutely nothing...

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Forever Remembered

Knowing that I moved A LOT in my lifetime, its nice to know that there are some friends out there that still remember me & look for me on facebook & what not. I get new adds from people in Kent & Puyallup once in awhile. It feels nice knowing that I am remembered.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

I miss my Dad more than anything in this world. Its not fair that I only got to spend 8 years of my life with him. He was a great man & a great father. He will be forever missed & remembered. I love him with all of my heart. He taught me well & I will grow up to make him proud. <3

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile

My brother & I joking around when I was camera whoring. I miss our inside jokes.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of

My BIGGEST fear is going on rides & roller coasters. I CANNOT stand it. I'm way too scared & I can't handle the thrill & anticipation. I don't think I will EVER get over my fear. I HATE RIDES.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member

My cousin & I used to be SUPER close. She was like my bestfriend & dancing partner. haha. I don't know what happened between us though. Too many problems with family not accepting me dating my boyfriend or something. I don't know. It was too long ago. But I still love her & try to keep in touch!

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you

My Promise Ring with my boyfriend means a lot to me. I almost lost it one day & I was crushed. So many bad incidents with it. One time, I thought I lost it at the park, turns out it fell in my purse somehow. Next, I was washing my hands one day & I accidentally dropped my ring down the drain...My stepdad had to dig it out for me...In the end, I still have all the rings & jewelry my boyfriend has ever given to me! I'm one lucky girl! <3

Day 25 - A picture of your day

Just got back from eating Thai Food w/ Vincent's Family @ Zab Thai.
We got Red Curry & some other stuff. No Pad Thai this time, but thats ok!

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change

I guess something I would want to change is my physical appearance. Sometimes I wish I was more pretty or more flawless like other girls, but I'm not. Even so, that doesn't mean I don't like & appreciate myself. I love who I am & I wouldn't want to change anything about myself permanently.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book

I don't really have a favorite book because I read all sorts of different books, but one of my all-time favorite Author is Nicholas Sparks! I love his books & movies! So touching. <3

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at

I wish I was good at cooking. I know how to bake & make sweets following recipes, but I don't exactly know how to cook from scratch or how to cook in general. I told myself I'll learn when I live on my own, but its better to know now.

Day 21 - A picture of something you will never forget

I will never forget my memories from my past, present & future. 
I will forever cherish it in my heart. <3

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel

I'd LOVE to go to Las Vegas again. I love the environment & weather down there. Hawaii is nice too, but I got tired of the beaches & swimming since I don't even know how to swim at all myself.

Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little

My Dad decided to dress me up one day in my Ao Dai & take me to Olan Mills to take studio pictures. I will never forget this moment.

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity

I must admit, being jealous of other girls talking to my boyfriend is my biggest insecurity...I know its not healthy & good for our relationship, but there are dirty homewreckers out there...who knows. Things can happen without me knowing.

Day 17 - A picture of someone that has made a huge impact on your life recently

Even though I may not go to Church every Sunday morning, I still believe and am faithful to God. Everything I do in my daily life makes a huge impact on me, therefore, I believe in God & He affects my life.

Day 16 - A picture of your favorite flower

Roses have always been my favorite flower. & Of course, pink roses are my fave.

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

Get married & settle down in a big house
Have 2 kids, a boy & girl named Ryan & Michelle

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

My Family! Especially my brothers & sisters, I wouldn't know what I would do without them! They always support me & look out for me! I love them for that. Even though they live far from home, I know they are proud of me in all that I do & they're also doing their best in life. I love them & truly miss them. I can't wait until we have a big family house & have them live with us again. Thats my wish.